Psalms 139
1 O LORD, thou hast searched me, and known me.
2 Thou knowest my downsitting and mine uprising, thou understandest my thought afar off.
3 Thou compassest my path and my lying down, and art acquainted with all my ways.
4 For there is not a word in my tongue, but, lo, O LORD, thou knowest it altogether.
5 Thou hast beset me behind and before, and laid thine hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain unto it.
7 Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence?
8 If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there.
9 If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea;
10 Even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me.
11 If I say, Surely the darkness shall cover me; even the night shall be light about me.
12 Yea, the darkness hideth not from thee; but the night shineth as the day: the darkness and the light are both alike to thee.
13 For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother's womb.
14 I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.
15 My substance was not hid from thee, when I was made in secret, and curiously wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.
16 Thine eyes did see my substance, yet being unperfect; and in thy book all my members were written, which in continuance were fashioned, when as yet there was none of them.
17 How precious also are thy thoughts unto me, O God! how great is the sum of them!
18 If I should count them, they are more in number than the sand: when I awake, I am still with thee.
19 Surely thou wilt slay the wicked, O God: depart from me therefore, ye bloody men.
20 For they speak against thee wickedly, and thine enemies take thy name in vain.
21 Do not I hate them, O LORD, that hate thee? and am not I grieved with those that rise up against thee?
22 I hate them with perfect hatred: I count them mine enemies.
23 Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts:
24 And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.
My doctor has been trying to get me to take medication for pre-diabetes for several years now. I resisted because my highest level was 126.
Last month, I was at 145 with an A1C of 8.5. I started taking ONE of the pills, although she said take two a day.
About two weeks ago, I started having frequent bathroom trips, and was always thirsty. I figured it was a bug, and would pass.
Sunday night, my brother stopped by our church on his way home from the Smokies. I told him about my symptoms. He suggested I check my blood sugar.
I tested the next morning and I was at 388. I took my medicine, scheduled a Dr's appt, and went to work.
I told my employer about my appt, and they sent me home. They said I cannot drive until I get my blood sugar under control. They want to see an A1C under 8.
That means no income for my family. I get my last check on Friday.
I have no idea what to do. I'm not sure I can draw unemployment. My short-term disability doesn't start until the 15th day off work, and it will only be 45% of my usual pay, if I can even draw it for this reason.
So, my life is full of uncertainties, right now. But isn't it always?
I had an A1C done on Tuesday. The nurse couldn't tell me the results. I have to see the doctor to get them, but she did say it was higher than before.
I am eating better, taking my meds, and I even went walking, today. Although my fasting level was 252, my two hour after lunch level was 177. That 177 is the lowest I have seen it recently. I'm praying it remains that low.
My manager said he is trying to get the company doctor to let me return to work if my level is under 200 when I go to the Dr on Monday. This is what I need everyone to pray for.
God knew this was happening. I am very scared about what this will mean, financially, but I know God has a plan.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Is it sometimes God's will for us to be sick?
Is it sometimes God's will for us to be sick? I read something about this today in The Sword of the Lord paper. This began as a facebook post, then I went back and expounded on it a little.
2 Corinthians 12:1-10
1 It is not expedient for me doubtless to glory. I will come to visions and revelations of the Lord.
2 I knew a man in Christ above fourteen years ago, (whether in the body, I cannot tell; or whether out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth;) such an one caught up to the third heaven.
3 And I knew such a man, (whether in the body, or out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth;)
4 How that he was caught up into paradise, and heard unspeakable words, which it is not lawful for a man to utter.
5 Of such an one will I glory: yet of myself I will not glory, but in mine infirmities.
6 For though I would desire to glory, I shall not be a fool; for I will say the truth: but now I forbear, lest any man should think of me above that which he seeth me to be, or that he heareth of me.
7 And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure.
8 For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me.
9 And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
10 Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.
Paul was inspired to write about 2/3 of the New Testament. I like to write, and for God to use me, and call my writings, scripture, is something I cannot even fathom. But Paul was used by God in such a way that we don't see today. Yet, he clearly declares that his illness, or deformity was not only God's will, but God-given.
One of the best passages on God-ordered troubles is in Isaiah 10.
Isaiah 10:5 O Assyrian, the rod of mine anger, and the staff in their hand is mine indignation.
The Assyrians conquered the northern tribes, or Israel. God calls the Assyrians, "the rod of mine anger."
In II Samuel 12, we find God willing that a baby should die due to David's sin. And we fuss about such trivial things as depression, or headaches. God still loved David, and the baby is now in Heaven, so why do we start doubting God when something doesn't go our way?
How many souls can a Christian cancer patient affect through their treatment?
A friend's son was killed with several others in a fiery car crash while serving God several years ago. I have read of many salvations and surrenders to service that came of those young men's deaths.
So we have a choice: let our problems and imfirmities stop us from serving God, or see them as a VEHICLE to serve God. When others see us work through difficulty, it shows God's power. That is what Paul realized.
Moses complained to God about his speech problems, so God gave him Aaron as a help. Yet, who do we find boldly speaking to Pharaoh? Moses. I'm sure around the Israelites, he was still sometimes a stuttering fool, but when they saw how boldly he made God's demands to Pharaoh, they knew it was all God, not Moses. Moses worked through his difficulty, and let God's power shine through.
Paul nevers says we shouldn't ask for healing. God does still heal, and sometimes against His own perfect will.
But which would we rather have: a body free of infirmity, or a successful personal ministry?
After my original Facebook post, Bro Gerald Myers, Missionary to South Africa and a personal friend, preached on a similar topic tonight. I guess I really needed this.
2 Corinthians 12:1-10
1 It is not expedient for me doubtless to glory. I will come to visions and revelations of the Lord.
2 I knew a man in Christ above fourteen years ago, (whether in the body, I cannot tell; or whether out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth;) such an one caught up to the third heaven.
3 And I knew such a man, (whether in the body, or out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth;)
4 How that he was caught up into paradise, and heard unspeakable words, which it is not lawful for a man to utter.
5 Of such an one will I glory: yet of myself I will not glory, but in mine infirmities.
6 For though I would desire to glory, I shall not be a fool; for I will say the truth: but now I forbear, lest any man should think of me above that which he seeth me to be, or that he heareth of me.
7 And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure.
8 For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me.
9 And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
10 Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.
Paul was inspired to write about 2/3 of the New Testament. I like to write, and for God to use me, and call my writings, scripture, is something I cannot even fathom. But Paul was used by God in such a way that we don't see today. Yet, he clearly declares that his illness, or deformity was not only God's will, but God-given.
One of the best passages on God-ordered troubles is in Isaiah 10.
Isaiah 10:5 O Assyrian, the rod of mine anger, and the staff in their hand is mine indignation.
The Assyrians conquered the northern tribes, or Israel. God calls the Assyrians, "the rod of mine anger."
In II Samuel 12, we find God willing that a baby should die due to David's sin. And we fuss about such trivial things as depression, or headaches. God still loved David, and the baby is now in Heaven, so why do we start doubting God when something doesn't go our way?
How many souls can a Christian cancer patient affect through their treatment?
A friend's son was killed with several others in a fiery car crash while serving God several years ago. I have read of many salvations and surrenders to service that came of those young men's deaths.
So we have a choice: let our problems and imfirmities stop us from serving God, or see them as a VEHICLE to serve God. When others see us work through difficulty, it shows God's power. That is what Paul realized.
Moses complained to God about his speech problems, so God gave him Aaron as a help. Yet, who do we find boldly speaking to Pharaoh? Moses. I'm sure around the Israelites, he was still sometimes a stuttering fool, but when they saw how boldly he made God's demands to Pharaoh, they knew it was all God, not Moses. Moses worked through his difficulty, and let God's power shine through.
Paul nevers says we shouldn't ask for healing. God does still heal, and sometimes against His own perfect will.
But which would we rather have: a body free of infirmity, or a successful personal ministry?
After my original Facebook post, Bro Gerald Myers, Missionary to South Africa and a personal friend, preached on a similar topic tonight. I guess I really needed this.
Friday, November 19, 2010
He is...
A song I heard gave me this idea. For a good personal devotion, search a concise concordance for a word that begins with each letter of the alphabet. Then find a verse that represents what God is to you. If you do this, some will jump off the page, and put a tear in your eye, and a song in your heart.
What is God to me?
He is:
my Anchor- Hebrews 6:19 Which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and stedfast, and which entereth into that within the veil;
my Balance- Job 31:6 Let me be weighed in an even balance, that God may know mine integrity.
my Council- Psalms 16:7 I will bless the LORD, who hath given me counsel: my reins also instruct me in the night seasons.
my Dayspring- Luke 1:78 Through the tender mercy of our God; whereby the dayspring from on high hath visited us,
my Earnest- 2 Corinthians 1:22 Who hath also sealed us, and given the earnest of the Spirit in our hearts.
my Family- (this one got to me) 1 John 3:2 Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is.
(think on this one. God calls me son. Hallelujah!)
my Guide- Psalms 48:14 For this God is our God for ever and ever: he will be our guide even unto death.
my Happiness- 1 Peter 4:14 If ye be reproached for the name of Christ, happy are ye; for the spirit of glory and of God resteth upon you: on their part he is evil spoken of, but on your part he is glorified.
my Immortality- 2 Timothy 1:10 But is now made manifest by the appearing of our Saviour Jesus Christ, who hath abolished death, and hath brought life and immortality to light through the gospel:
my Jawbone- Judges 15:15 And he found a new jawbone of an ass, and put forth his hand, and took it, and slew a thousand men therewith. (whatever he provides is all I need)
my Keeper- Psalms 121:5 The LORD is thy keeper: the LORD is thy shade upon thy right hand.
my Longing- Psalms 107:9 For he satisfieth the longing soul, and filleth the hungry soul with goodness.
my Master- John 13:13 Ye call me Master and Lord: and ye say well; for so I am.
my Name- Acts 11:26 And when he had found him, he brought him unto Antioch. And it came to pass, that a whole year they assembled themselves with the church, and taught much people. And the disciples were called Christians first in Antioch. (bearing His name brings great responsibility)
my Omnipotent Father- Revelation 19:6 And I heard as it were the voice of a great multitude, and as the voice of many waters, and as the voice of mighty thunderings, saying, Alleluia: for the Lord God omnipotent reigneth.
my Precious Cornerstone- 1 Peter 2:7 Unto you therefore which believe he is precious: but unto them which be disobedient, the stone which the builders disallowed, the same is made the head of the corner,
my Quietness- Job 34:29 When he giveth quietness, who then can make trouble? and when he hideth his face, who then can behold him? whether it be done against a nation, or against a man only:
my Ram in the thicket- Genesis 22:13 And Abraham lifted up his eyes, and looked, and behold behind him a ram caught in a thicket by his horns: and Abraham went and took the ram, and offered him up for a burnt offering in the stead of his son. (and I have to add Abraham's statement of faith)
Genesis 22:8a And Abraham said, My son, God will provide himself a lamb for a burnt offering:
my Saviour- Isaiah 43:11 I, even I, am the LORD; and beside me there is no saviour.
my Testimony- Hebrews 11:5 By faith Enoch was translated that he should not see death; and was not found, because God had translated him: for before his translation he had this testimony, that he pleased God.
(oh, how often I fail, but I long for this, for God to be my testimony)
my Unction- 1 John 2:20 But ye have an unction from the Holy One, and ye know all things.
my Virtue- Luke 6:19 And the whole multitude sought to touch him: for there went virtue out of him, and healed them all.
my Waterspring_ Psalms 107:35 He turneth the wilderness into a standing water, and dry ground into watersprings.
my X-ray- Proverbs 20:27 The spirit of man is the candle of the LORD, searching all the inward parts of the belly. (I bet you've been wondering what I would put for X)
my Yearning- Psalms 73:25 Whom have I in heaven but thee? and there is none upon earth that I desire beside thee.
my Zeal- Galatians 4:18 But it is good to be zealously affected always in a good thing, and not only when I am present with you.
I loved this study. I had to expose myself to many scriptures to pick the ones I wanted to use. That's never a bad thing.
Don't go for the easy one. Saviour and anchor are the only ones I chose without searching.
What is God to me?
He is:
my Anchor- Hebrews 6:19 Which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and stedfast, and which entereth into that within the veil;
my Balance- Job 31:6 Let me be weighed in an even balance, that God may know mine integrity.
my Council- Psalms 16:7 I will bless the LORD, who hath given me counsel: my reins also instruct me in the night seasons.
my Dayspring- Luke 1:78 Through the tender mercy of our God; whereby the dayspring from on high hath visited us,
my Earnest- 2 Corinthians 1:22 Who hath also sealed us, and given the earnest of the Spirit in our hearts.
my Family- (this one got to me) 1 John 3:2 Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is.
(think on this one. God calls me son. Hallelujah!)
my Guide- Psalms 48:14 For this God is our God for ever and ever: he will be our guide even unto death.
my Happiness- 1 Peter 4:14 If ye be reproached for the name of Christ, happy are ye; for the spirit of glory and of God resteth upon you: on their part he is evil spoken of, but on your part he is glorified.
my Immortality- 2 Timothy 1:10 But is now made manifest by the appearing of our Saviour Jesus Christ, who hath abolished death, and hath brought life and immortality to light through the gospel:
my Jawbone- Judges 15:15 And he found a new jawbone of an ass, and put forth his hand, and took it, and slew a thousand men therewith. (whatever he provides is all I need)
my Keeper- Psalms 121:5 The LORD is thy keeper: the LORD is thy shade upon thy right hand.
my Longing- Psalms 107:9 For he satisfieth the longing soul, and filleth the hungry soul with goodness.
my Master- John 13:13 Ye call me Master and Lord: and ye say well; for so I am.
my Name- Acts 11:26 And when he had found him, he brought him unto Antioch. And it came to pass, that a whole year they assembled themselves with the church, and taught much people. And the disciples were called Christians first in Antioch. (bearing His name brings great responsibility)
my Omnipotent Father- Revelation 19:6 And I heard as it were the voice of a great multitude, and as the voice of many waters, and as the voice of mighty thunderings, saying, Alleluia: for the Lord God omnipotent reigneth.
my Precious Cornerstone- 1 Peter 2:7 Unto you therefore which believe he is precious: but unto them which be disobedient, the stone which the builders disallowed, the same is made the head of the corner,
my Quietness- Job 34:29 When he giveth quietness, who then can make trouble? and when he hideth his face, who then can behold him? whether it be done against a nation, or against a man only:
my Ram in the thicket- Genesis 22:13 And Abraham lifted up his eyes, and looked, and behold behind him a ram caught in a thicket by his horns: and Abraham went and took the ram, and offered him up for a burnt offering in the stead of his son. (and I have to add Abraham's statement of faith)
Genesis 22:8a And Abraham said, My son, God will provide himself a lamb for a burnt offering:
my Saviour- Isaiah 43:11 I, even I, am the LORD; and beside me there is no saviour.
my Testimony- Hebrews 11:5 By faith Enoch was translated that he should not see death; and was not found, because God had translated him: for before his translation he had this testimony, that he pleased God.
(oh, how often I fail, but I long for this, for God to be my testimony)
my Unction- 1 John 2:20 But ye have an unction from the Holy One, and ye know all things.
my Virtue- Luke 6:19 And the whole multitude sought to touch him: for there went virtue out of him, and healed them all.
my Waterspring_ Psalms 107:35 He turneth the wilderness into a standing water, and dry ground into watersprings.
my X-ray- Proverbs 20:27 The spirit of man is the candle of the LORD, searching all the inward parts of the belly. (I bet you've been wondering what I would put for X)
my Yearning- Psalms 73:25 Whom have I in heaven but thee? and there is none upon earth that I desire beside thee.
my Zeal- Galatians 4:18 But it is good to be zealously affected always in a good thing, and not only when I am present with you.
I loved this study. I had to expose myself to many scriptures to pick the ones I wanted to use. That's never a bad thing.
Don't go for the easy one. Saviour and anchor are the only ones I chose without searching.
Monday, November 15, 2010
August 8th, 1993
I mentioned not long ago on Facebook how oft God must redirect our lives in order to keep us alive.
Let me share a few things:
1) A short time prior to this date, my Dad talked with his pastor. He informed his pastor that he had begun praying that if it took his own death for me to come to Christ, he was ready to go.
2) In early July, I had reported for duty at Ft Riley, KS after a 45 day leave at home in Alabama. My first weekend in Kansas, I set up a video camera in a hotel room to send a video greeting to my friends back in Berlin, Germany.
I just rewatched that video a few weeks ago. On that tape I make mention of an operation that the general public knew nothing of, at the time.
My orders to Ft Riley were not for the 1st MP Co. I was to be assigned to the SEP company. They were primarily Law Enforcement and did not deploy with 1st Infantry. That sounded appealing to me.
But on my arrival, they were a few weeks into preparing to deploy to Somalia. They had filled my slot with another MP prior to my arrival, so I was reassigned to 1st MP Co.
3) On August 6th, I was taken from a training mission, given $100 of Red Cross loan money, and sent home. My Dad had suffered his first heart attack. I got home on the 7th. He met his Saviour face to face on the 8th of August, 1993.
4) On the same day, in far away Somalia, the unit I was supposed to be with arrived in Somalia, and lost four men on the first day. The Humvee they were riding in hit an anti-tank landmine.
Two of those soldiers were the same rank as me. It's not guaranteed I would've been in that Humvee, but that was supposed to be MY unit.
This was the early stages of the conflict portrayed in the movie/book Blackhawk Down.
Coincidence? I don't think so. I believe God intervened and redirected my life in order to keep his promise to my Daddy. The rest of that promise was fulfilled on Feb 26th, 1997.
Let me share a few things:
1) A short time prior to this date, my Dad talked with his pastor. He informed his pastor that he had begun praying that if it took his own death for me to come to Christ, he was ready to go.
2) In early July, I had reported for duty at Ft Riley, KS after a 45 day leave at home in Alabama. My first weekend in Kansas, I set up a video camera in a hotel room to send a video greeting to my friends back in Berlin, Germany.
I just rewatched that video a few weeks ago. On that tape I make mention of an operation that the general public knew nothing of, at the time.
My orders to Ft Riley were not for the 1st MP Co. I was to be assigned to the SEP company. They were primarily Law Enforcement and did not deploy with 1st Infantry. That sounded appealing to me.
But on my arrival, they were a few weeks into preparing to deploy to Somalia. They had filled my slot with another MP prior to my arrival, so I was reassigned to 1st MP Co.
3) On August 6th, I was taken from a training mission, given $100 of Red Cross loan money, and sent home. My Dad had suffered his first heart attack. I got home on the 7th. He met his Saviour face to face on the 8th of August, 1993.
4) On the same day, in far away Somalia, the unit I was supposed to be with arrived in Somalia, and lost four men on the first day. The Humvee they were riding in hit an anti-tank landmine.
Two of those soldiers were the same rank as me. It's not guaranteed I would've been in that Humvee, but that was supposed to be MY unit.
This was the early stages of the conflict portrayed in the movie/book Blackhawk Down.
Coincidence? I don't think so. I believe God intervened and redirected my life in order to keep his promise to my Daddy. The rest of that promise was fulfilled on Feb 26th, 1997.
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Pride and Arrogance
I recently heard Glenn Beck ask a group of soldiers what is the difference between pride and arrogance. I went to my Bible, Noah Webster 1828, Merriam-Webster online dictionary and Strong's Concordance to see if Glenn's comparison held up in a study of the above books.
First, I want to illuminate a fact about Bible study.
We use the KJV 1611 for many reasons. It is not my desire to go over those at this time. But I will state emphatically that I am a KJV man. I don't use, study, or refer to other versions. I have evaluated several of them, just for confirmation of their errors.
But we must realize that the KJV uses an English language that has changed a little. This is not the fault of the KJV. It is society's error. Many books written on the subject point out how much better 17th century English was.
I will give two examples of changed words:
1 Thessalonians 4:15 For this we say unto you by the word of the Lord, that we which are alive and remain unto the coming of the Lord shall not prevent them which are asleep.
Websters defines prevent as:
transitive verb
1 archaic
: to hold or keep back : hinder, stop
a : to be in readiness for (as an occasion)
b : to meet or satisfy in advance
c : to act ahead of
d : to go or arrive before
2 : to deprive of power or hope of acting or succeeding
3 : to keep from happening or existing prevent war>
4
: to hold or keep back : hinder, stop
Most people don't even know the "archaic" definition. That was the definition in 1611.
Noah Webster's 1828 dictionary defines it as "To go before; to precede." That is the definition that matches the Greek word used in the original text.
Not knowing the proper definition changes the whole verse.
2 Thessalonians 2:7 For the mystery of iniquity doth already work: only he who now letteth will let, until he be taken out of the way.
Noah Webster 1828 says Let- "5. To retard; to hinder; to impede; to interpose obstructions."
Notice it is definition #5, but correctly matches the Greek in the verse and is true to the context of the passage. This verse better illustrates the changing of words, because Webster adds that this usage is nearly obsolete, only 200 years after the translating of the KJV.
Today we know this word to mean allow, but in 1611, it also meant to disallow or restrain.
There are others:
1. advertise means tell (kinda obvious, but a little different)
2. allege means prove
3. conversation means behavior or life
And there are many more.
These in NO WAY take away from the authority of the King James Bible. It is OUR fault that our language has been degraded. Our college grads have nowhere near the vocabulary of young teens from even 200 years ago in our own country, much less when compared to someone from 17th Century England.
So, what of pride?
Webster's 1828 defines pride as: Inordinate self-esteem; an unreasonable conceit of one's own superiority in talents, beauty, wealth, accomplishments, rank or elevation in office, which manifests itself in lofty airs, distance, reserve, and often in contempt of others.
It's first usage in the KJV is in Leviticus 26:19. It's meaning in the original text is "from 1342; the same as 1346:--arrogancy, excellency(-lent), majesty, pomp, pride,
proud, swelling."
In subsequent usage, one word dominates the Strong's definitions of the original tongues: arrogance.
The modern webster dictionary defines pride as such:
1 : the quality or state of being proud: as
a : inordinate self-esteem : conceit
b : a reasonable or justifiable self-respect
c : delight or elation arising from some act, possession, or relationship (parental pride)
2 : proud or disdainful behavior or treatment : disdain
3 a : ostentatious display
b : highest pitch : prime
4 : a source of pride : the best in a group or class
5 : a company of lions
6 : a showy or impressive group
Similar to "prevent," pride has more meanings today than in 1828/1611. However, neither meaning is considered archaic.
Notice the two meanings I underlined and made bold.
When God says "Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall." (Proverbs 16:18) is he saying " a reasonable or justifiable self-respect" brings destruction? What is a "reasonable or justifiable self-respect?" This is what is meant when someone is declared to "take pride" in themselves, usually in their manner of grooming. An unshaven, filthy man who appears that way daily, regardless of whether he just worked, is said to take no pride in himself. So is God saying that having enough pride in one's self to shower daily will lead to destruction? I don't think so. That type of pride is reasonable and justifiable, and should be encouraged.
It's similar to the carpenter telling his apprentice to take pride in his work. He's not saying "be lifted up and conceited" about your work. He's saying do a good job, have a little pride.
It's similar to the carpenter telling his apprentice to take pride in his work. He's not saying "be lifted up and conceited" about your work. He's saying do a good job, have a little pride.
Let's look at the original text to see what God was referring to. The word translated as pride is:
ga'own gaw-ohn'
from 1342; the same as 1346:--arrogancy, excellency(-lent), majesty, pomp, pride,
proud, swelling.
This greek word appears twice in the KJV, not as "pride" but as "arrogancy."
While the modern word "pride" has both good and bad connotations, arrogance has only BAD connotations.
arrogance: an attitude of superiority manifested in an overbearing manner or in presumptuous claims or assumptions
Remember the lesson taught about the letter and spirit of the law in Matthew chapter five. Jesus kept giving the letter, but expanding it to the spirit of the law. So don't take the modern meaning as necessarily what God is saying. Which also means don't apply what God clearly means to all modern definitions.
The words God uses for pride are all of a bad connotation. But our English word "pride" has good connotations, as well as bad.
If I say I am proud of my accomplishments, I am merely saying I am elated at the outcome. My testimony should already speak to others that I am grateful to God, but it also helps to add that.
But which is more important: showing my thankfulness to God, or to man?
God knows my heart. He knows that I humbly acknowledge him as the source of all good in my life. Were he capable of forgetting it, I remind him daily.
I couldn't care less if someone is offended by me saying I have pride in my children. God knows that when I say that, I am not vaunting myself, or being arrogant. I am boasting, or glorying, in my child's accomplishments.
If another Christian deems me to be arrogant for bragging on someone else, he is not only ignorant of the definition of pride, but is judging me with unrighteous judgment. that creates a problem between he and God, not me.
Every condemnation of pride in God's Word is interchangeable with the word arrogance. When God speaks against pride, he is speaking against arrogance, or hautiness. He is not speaking against every future meaning of the word pride.
Why would God condemn a family of lions? That may sound silly, but so does applying God's condemnation of arrogancy to every modern usage of the word pride.
Take the following statement: I am proud of our nation and grateful to God that i was born in the USA.
Is that a contradiction? Pride and humility in the same sentence?
No contradiction exists. God is against arrogance, not pride in others. The true opposite of humility is arrogance, nor pride. Only some definitions of pride contradict humility, not every meaning.
I love my Noah Webster 1828, but it must be compared to newer dictionaries so we do not condemn practices which are pure, but use newer definitions.
Here is the absolute simplest illustration of meanings of words changing: In 1611, if a man built a wagon with all the latest gadgets installed, and his friend exclaimed, "That's bad!" upon first sight of the wagon, the builder would know he did something wrong. But in 1975 if another man made his Gran Torino look like the Starsky and Hutch car, and his friend exclaimed, "That's bad!" upon first sight of the car, the builder would know he did something right. Simple? Yes. Silly? Not really.
If we ran these two men together, and the 1975 man told the 1611 man that the wagon looked "groovy," the 1611 man would think he needed to sand the wood some more.
That is no different than a 2010 man thinking that every time his contemporary uses the word pride, he must be meaning arrogance, as the Bible does.
When I say "prevent" you can be assured that I mean "to stop" not to "go before." The exception is if I am quoting or describing I Thessalonians 4.
Here is the absolute simplest illustration of meanings of words changing: In 1611, if a man built a wagon with all the latest gadgets installed, and his friend exclaimed, "That's bad!" upon first sight of the wagon, the builder would know he did something wrong. But in 1975 if another man made his Gran Torino look like the Starsky and Hutch car, and his friend exclaimed, "That's bad!" upon first sight of the car, the builder would know he did something right. Simple? Yes. Silly? Not really.
If we ran these two men together, and the 1975 man told the 1611 man that the wagon looked "groovy," the 1611 man would think he needed to sand the wood some more.
That is no different than a 2010 man thinking that every time his contemporary uses the word pride, he must be meaning arrogance, as the Bible does.
When I say "prevent" you can be assured that I mean "to stop" not to "go before." The exception is if I am quoting or describing I Thessalonians 4.
Glenn, or one of the soldiers, illustrated the difference between pride and arrogance in the following way: "Arrogance is pride without humility." I concur.
Monday, November 8, 2010
Ryan and Jessica's Wedding
Many know that last year my son, Ryan moved out on his own. Some know the circumstances, but I will not rehash the details.
He is getting married to Jessica King today. They met earlier this year.
Everyone will have their own opinion on this marriage. I have mine, as well.
Although he acts childish, and foolish, at times, Ryan is an adult, and is responsible for his own decision. He is fully aware that my desire is to see him get right, and return to his own God-directed goal of being a missionary. But that is between him and God.
Jessica is a great girl, and Tammy and I both like her. I think she will be a fine wife.
Regardless of what anyone thinks, now, after the "I Do's" this marriage becomes God's will for both of them.
It will be my honor to help them both make it a successful union.
I will not be there, but it's not in protest. We only learned of this about 11 days ago. I just spent a week at home for two days bereavement pay. I literally cannot afford anymore time off.
Some will still criticize me for that. To them I say, I must've missed the check you sent me to help pay my bills.
I wish Ryan and Jessica many happy years together. And of course, once they get on their feet, I expect some grandbabies to spoil.
He is getting married to Jessica King today. They met earlier this year.
Everyone will have their own opinion on this marriage. I have mine, as well.
Although he acts childish, and foolish, at times, Ryan is an adult, and is responsible for his own decision. He is fully aware that my desire is to see him get right, and return to his own God-directed goal of being a missionary. But that is between him and God.
Jessica is a great girl, and Tammy and I both like her. I think she will be a fine wife.
Regardless of what anyone thinks, now, after the "I Do's" this marriage becomes God's will for both of them.
It will be my honor to help them both make it a successful union.
I will not be there, but it's not in protest. We only learned of this about 11 days ago. I just spent a week at home for two days bereavement pay. I literally cannot afford anymore time off.
Some will still criticize me for that. To them I say, I must've missed the check you sent me to help pay my bills.
I wish Ryan and Jessica many happy years together. And of course, once they get on their feet, I expect some grandbabies to spoil.
New Things
Colossians 2:18 Let no man beguile you of your reward in a voluntary humility and worshipping of angels, intruding into those things which he hath not seen, vainly puffed up by his fleshly mind,
Paul is mainly dealing with Judaizers, here. But remember that the Bible is true on everything on which it speaks, so what Paul uses as red flags, or characteristics of Judaizers applies to other false teachers, and false teachings.
The word voluntary is applied to more than just the word humility. It simply implies that the false teacher is willingly doing what it is he's doing.
The angel worship was only to show their "false" humility. They pretended to believe that God was too great to be approached by man, so angels were used as mediators. Some, today, actually believe this, and write songs about it. Yet we know we can approach God boldly.
Hebrews 4:16 Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.
Jacob's ladder was divine imagery God used to show Jacob that "prayers go up, blessings come down." I don't need to pray to an angel, or dead saint, to have God hear my prayers.
It's not a matter of pride to boldly approach the throne of grace, it's a simple right as a joint-heir with Christ.
The humility is shown to be false in the last phrase. They were proud of their teaching, and were smart enough to know that a false humility would help to acquire favor in the eyes of the new believers. I'm sure David Koresh had a very humble spirit as he deceived the people in Waco.
Paul warns about those who speak of things they know nothing of. "Let no man despise thy youth" is not a license to disregard the advice of those who have "been in the fight" a little longer than you. Some secular colleges will teach you that the new graduate is better in his field than the old hand, due to the knowledge being fresh and updated. That's not always true, even in the secular world. The old hand has seen action in the real world, and often has a better approach to a solution.
But in the realm of Christianity, there are no updates. Often a new graduate has spent the last few years obtaining knowledge, and is wanting more. He feels the need to impress someone with his ability to "interpret" scripture. He begins to read and learn from those that his previous teachers would disapprove of in order to find this "new thing" he wants to share.
Paul tried this in Acts 17. It didn't work too well for him. That's why you don't find Paul ever writing to a Church in Athens. I believe it was a learning experience. He did get some to believe. God's Word never returns void, but he never tried that approach again.
God made the gospel simple so that anyone could be saved, with or without the presence of college grad. But training is required for those who desire to preach the whole counsel of God, or work in a particular field of ministry.
The challenge for the learned is to understand that all they have learned comes from the Bible. Study aids are great, but everyone has a Bible.
I can try and use something I learned in Bible college to persuade someone of my belief on an issue, but as long as he has a Bible, I stand the chance to be embarrassed by his knowledge of God's Word. Especially if he actually reads his Bible more than I do. And unless you read it 24/7, there's always someone who might read it more. That is why my preface to this blog, and past emails, has always said that I make no claim of higher knowledge.
The best place to learn about God's Word is in a pew of a Bible-believing church, every time the Church doors are open. The Pastor, and those he brings in, are your best professors.
So, if you are getting your thrice weekly lessons, and studying your Bible at home, you won't be so apt to fall for "new things."
Paul is mainly dealing with Judaizers, here. But remember that the Bible is true on everything on which it speaks, so what Paul uses as red flags, or characteristics of Judaizers applies to other false teachers, and false teachings.
The word voluntary is applied to more than just the word humility. It simply implies that the false teacher is willingly doing what it is he's doing.
The angel worship was only to show their "false" humility. They pretended to believe that God was too great to be approached by man, so angels were used as mediators. Some, today, actually believe this, and write songs about it. Yet we know we can approach God boldly.
Hebrews 4:16 Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.
Jacob's ladder was divine imagery God used to show Jacob that "prayers go up, blessings come down." I don't need to pray to an angel, or dead saint, to have God hear my prayers.
It's not a matter of pride to boldly approach the throne of grace, it's a simple right as a joint-heir with Christ.
The humility is shown to be false in the last phrase. They were proud of their teaching, and were smart enough to know that a false humility would help to acquire favor in the eyes of the new believers. I'm sure David Koresh had a very humble spirit as he deceived the people in Waco.
Paul warns about those who speak of things they know nothing of. "Let no man despise thy youth" is not a license to disregard the advice of those who have "been in the fight" a little longer than you. Some secular colleges will teach you that the new graduate is better in his field than the old hand, due to the knowledge being fresh and updated. That's not always true, even in the secular world. The old hand has seen action in the real world, and often has a better approach to a solution.
But in the realm of Christianity, there are no updates. Often a new graduate has spent the last few years obtaining knowledge, and is wanting more. He feels the need to impress someone with his ability to "interpret" scripture. He begins to read and learn from those that his previous teachers would disapprove of in order to find this "new thing" he wants to share.
Paul tried this in Acts 17. It didn't work too well for him. That's why you don't find Paul ever writing to a Church in Athens. I believe it was a learning experience. He did get some to believe. God's Word never returns void, but he never tried that approach again.
God made the gospel simple so that anyone could be saved, with or without the presence of college grad. But training is required for those who desire to preach the whole counsel of God, or work in a particular field of ministry.
The challenge for the learned is to understand that all they have learned comes from the Bible. Study aids are great, but everyone has a Bible.
I can try and use something I learned in Bible college to persuade someone of my belief on an issue, but as long as he has a Bible, I stand the chance to be embarrassed by his knowledge of God's Word. Especially if he actually reads his Bible more than I do. And unless you read it 24/7, there's always someone who might read it more. That is why my preface to this blog, and past emails, has always said that I make no claim of higher knowledge.
The best place to learn about God's Word is in a pew of a Bible-believing church, every time the Church doors are open. The Pastor, and those he brings in, are your best professors.
So, if you are getting your thrice weekly lessons, and studying your Bible at home, you won't be so apt to fall for "new things."
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Forgiveness
Why do we whine when criticized by our boss, then call in a complaint on the pizza delivery guy because he accidentally mashed the lid into our pizza?
Do we ever stop to think of the consequences it might cost him?
When I delivered for Steakout, I might have looked like a college age kid in a Jeep, but I had a wife and two kids to feed. The pizza guy might be in the same position.
Would you make that complaint if you knew he'd lose his job?
It reminds me of the parable beginning in Matthew 18:21 when Peter asks about forgiveness.
The servant is forgiven of a great debt to his lord, then went to his own debtor and demanded payment. When the debtor couldn't pay the very small debt, he cast him in prison.
When his lord heard what he did, he castigated him then sent him to be tortured.
Would we risk the pizza guy's job if it put ours in jeopardy as well?
I'm not saying we should be pansies, and let people walk on us. There are things that we cannot allow to happen.
But so often we deliver our own brand of justice with no consideration for what it brings on someone who just made a mistake.
We hold back tips, call in complaints, leave bad comment cards, go on the internet and post nasty comments, and the list goes on.
Why not simply turn the other cheek?
We often think of being slapped when we hear that, but it applies elsewhere, too.
So the waitress is a little crabby and let your cup get empty. Try this: leave her a huge tip and a note saying we all have those days and you hope this helps hers get better. Her next table might owe you a great debt.
I don't believe in karma, but God does say we reap what we sow.
What will you sow today?
Justice? or Mercy?
I am thankful that God chose mercy in my life. You see, I cost him the life of his Son.
Justice would be an eternity in hell (yes, it's real).
Mercy would be forgiveness.
But God went a step farther and showed me Grace.
Grace was sending his own begotten son to Calvary to die for MY sin, and yours.
Grace brought death to Christ and sent him to the grave.
Then Grace ressurected the Saviour of mankind, giving me, and you, promise of the same ressurection if we simply believe in what you just read.
Grace makes me a joint-heir with Christ. That means I share all with the one who died due to MY sins.
That's Grace.
God gave all he had just to show me forgiveness. I only wish I would show it more often.
Do we ever stop to think of the consequences it might cost him?
When I delivered for Steakout, I might have looked like a college age kid in a Jeep, but I had a wife and two kids to feed. The pizza guy might be in the same position.
Would you make that complaint if you knew he'd lose his job?
It reminds me of the parable beginning in Matthew 18:21 when Peter asks about forgiveness.
The servant is forgiven of a great debt to his lord, then went to his own debtor and demanded payment. When the debtor couldn't pay the very small debt, he cast him in prison.
When his lord heard what he did, he castigated him then sent him to be tortured.
Would we risk the pizza guy's job if it put ours in jeopardy as well?
I'm not saying we should be pansies, and let people walk on us. There are things that we cannot allow to happen.
But so often we deliver our own brand of justice with no consideration for what it brings on someone who just made a mistake.
We hold back tips, call in complaints, leave bad comment cards, go on the internet and post nasty comments, and the list goes on.
Why not simply turn the other cheek?
We often think of being slapped when we hear that, but it applies elsewhere, too.
So the waitress is a little crabby and let your cup get empty. Try this: leave her a huge tip and a note saying we all have those days and you hope this helps hers get better. Her next table might owe you a great debt.
I don't believe in karma, but God does say we reap what we sow.
What will you sow today?
Justice? or Mercy?
I am thankful that God chose mercy in my life. You see, I cost him the life of his Son.
Justice would be an eternity in hell (yes, it's real).
Mercy would be forgiveness.
But God went a step farther and showed me Grace.
Grace was sending his own begotten son to Calvary to die for MY sin, and yours.
Grace brought death to Christ and sent him to the grave.
Then Grace ressurected the Saviour of mankind, giving me, and you, promise of the same ressurection if we simply believe in what you just read.
Grace makes me a joint-heir with Christ. That means I share all with the one who died due to MY sins.
That's Grace.
God gave all he had just to show me forgiveness. I only wish I would show it more often.
Family News
Tammy's Father passed away on 9/28.
He was a veteran of both WWII and Korea. He spent his life working for the railroad.
He was absent from nearly all of her childhood due mostly to his own wanderings. She was able to get in touch with him in 1998. We've been able to visit him several times since then.
Tammy led him to the Lord in 2000.
There are many half-siblings who have never met Tammy. Some might not want to because her mother was "the other woman" in their eyes. This may be Tammy's only chance to meet them.
He has already been cremated, and the memorial service is on 10/28 in northern Missouri.
Please pray that doors be opened for Tammy to start a dialogue with here siblings and possibly witness to them.
Also pray for our finances. We weren't ready for Christmas, much less for this emergency.
The easiest thing to pray for on the finances is that the next few weeks at work be above and beyond the average weeks.
We have a gas card with Shell, so we can pay off the gas later, but with no other credit cards, we will have three days of fast food, and two nights in a motel to pay for out of pocket.
So please pray that work picks up.
God is faithful. He got Tammy back in touch with her father so she could lead him to the Lord. I know he'll work through this, too.
He was a veteran of both WWII and Korea. He spent his life working for the railroad.
He was absent from nearly all of her childhood due mostly to his own wanderings. She was able to get in touch with him in 1998. We've been able to visit him several times since then.
Tammy led him to the Lord in 2000.
There are many half-siblings who have never met Tammy. Some might not want to because her mother was "the other woman" in their eyes. This may be Tammy's only chance to meet them.
He has already been cremated, and the memorial service is on 10/28 in northern Missouri.
Please pray that doors be opened for Tammy to start a dialogue with here siblings and possibly witness to them.
Also pray for our finances. We weren't ready for Christmas, much less for this emergency.
The easiest thing to pray for on the finances is that the next few weeks at work be above and beyond the average weeks.
We have a gas card with Shell, so we can pay off the gas later, but with no other credit cards, we will have three days of fast food, and two nights in a motel to pay for out of pocket.
So please pray that work picks up.
God is faithful. He got Tammy back in touch with her father so she could lead him to the Lord. I know he'll work through this, too.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
How to Win Friends and Influence People, Biblically
Galatians 6:10 As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith.
I might have written on this topic before, but I was thinking about it again recently.
Dale Carnegie listed these six ways to making friends:
Six Ways to Make People Like You
1. Become genuinely interested in other people.
2. Smile.
3. Remember that a man's Name is to him the sweetest and most important sound in any language.
4. Be a good listener. Encourage others to talk about themselves.
5. Talk in the terms of the other man's interest.
6. Make the other person feel important and do it sincerely.
God's version is not all that different. I know nothing about Mr Carnegie, so it isn't too much of a stretch to wonder if he was well acquainted with Galatians chapter six.
Galatians 6:1 Brethren, if a man be overtaken in a fault, ye which are spiritual, restore such an one in the spirit of meekness; considering thyself, lest thou also be tempted.
2 Bear ye one another's burdens, and so fulfil the law of Christ.
3 For if a man think himself to be something, when he is nothing, he deceiveth himself.
4 But let every man prove his own work, and then shall he have rejoicing in himself alone, and not in another.
5 For every man shall bear his own burden.
6 Let him that is taught in the word communicate unto him that teacheth in all good things.
7 Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.
8 For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.
9 And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not.
10 As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith.
I'm gonna allow you to make most of the comparisons. I just want to dwell on the scripture.
This passage contains too many good nuggets for an easy summary, but it's basically the "Golden Rule" expounded. As many have said, we are not an island to ourselves. Everything we do touches somebody.
I used to always be the one who had to "one-up" every story I heard. I have always lived a very simple life and when I heard the exciting stories others told, I felt I had to make my life just as interesting. I thought that by making my life sound interesting I could gain their respect and friendship. Looking back, I wonder how many friends I drove away due to my stories that were sometimes out-right lies. I had also picked up a good bit of sarcasm while I was in the Army. We always made jokes about each other.
People like using verses 7-9, but often never mention verse 10. NEVER miss a "therefore" in your Bible reading. Whenever you see a therefore or wherefore, even at the beginning of a chapter, see what it is tying together.
Why are we to do good unto all men? Because of what verses 7-9 say. I am not excluding these verses from other applications. I just think it would be sad to miss the direct usage. Dale Carnegie was onto something.
During the first week at a new job years ago a few coworkers mentioned how I resembled a former coworker of theirs. Then they began to talk about why they didn't like that person. They used the word "abrasive" to describe his sarcasm and talked about how much he liked to talk about himself. Turns out he didn't just "look" like me, he acted like me.
I learned quickly to keep my mouth shut and saw the fruits immediately. Not only did my coworkers like me, but management saw it, too. I was recommended by my foreman to be a foreman in another department ahead of a lot of people. I didn't get the position, but the recommendation taught me a lesson.
If I treated others as I wanted to be treated, they returned the favor.
Luke 6:31 And as ye would that men should do to you, do ye also to them likewise.
As my Pastor has said many times. The Bible is absolutely right on every subject it discusses. Even about human personal relations.
So what about the person who seems to not be playing by the rules? You know the one. You go out of your way to be nice to them and they are still just plain crabby. Well, first off, you should still obey Jesus. I don't see him qualifying his command by adding "only if they are nice back."
You have to go back to Galatians 6:7-9. We often use verse nine when talking about disciplining our children, and that is fine. But again, use it in context, also.
I've not perfected Mr. Carnegie's or God's plan. But using what humility I can muster has been very successful. I have found that I learn a lot listening to people. At first I may feign interest for their sake, but then I actually do become interested. I have also learned that after spending a while talking about themselves, others usually show interest in my life as well.
On a side note- I have discovered that my lack of an exciting life makes them feel even more special when they see how interested I am to hear about their more eventful lives.
I know nothing bad about Dale Carnegie other than what I had read on wikipedia. He did seem to know what he was talking about.
Look for opportunities to help others. Sometimes it is monetary, often it is not. It can be as simple as asking them how they are doing, and then stopping to listen.
Sin should be judged, but often we criticize others for not being mirror images of ourselves.
Sarcasm has its place, but use it carefully.
Remember that Jesus says that what we do to the least among us, we do unto Him.
Galatians 6:10 As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith.
Now for a list of things I need... Just kidding!
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Getting Old
Psalms 71:18 Now also when I am old and grayheaded, O God, forsake me not; until I have shewed thy strength unto this generation, and thy power to every one that is to come.
My oldest Daughter turns eighteen today.
I look at old pictures and wonder where the years went. I also wonder if I've given her the skills she will need to survive outside the doors of my house. Not just the regular things, like cleaning, cooking, raising children. But how will she follow God?
My prayer is to continue training her until I give her hand in marriage, and she becomes one with the man God has chosen for her.
Proverbs 22:6 Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it.
We can debate all day on the exact application of the last statement, but I see the first statement as a command.
She still has a few years left in high school. I will never regret the year we had to hold her back. It not only allowed her to catch up in school, but it adds years for us with her at home.
We already pray for her future mate to be a Godly young man, and for God to lead him to Alisha in God's time.
She will always be my little Cookie. I gave her the name the first time I saw her devouring cookie after cookie. At first I called her Cookie Monster, but later shortened it to Cookie.
My oldest Daughter turns eighteen today.
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| Alisha Marie Hopper 1999 |
My prayer is to continue training her until I give her hand in marriage, and she becomes one with the man God has chosen for her.
Proverbs 22:6 Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it.
We can debate all day on the exact application of the last statement, but I see the first statement as a command.
She still has a few years left in high school. I will never regret the year we had to hold her back. It not only allowed her to catch up in school, but it adds years for us with her at home.
We already pray for her future mate to be a Godly young man, and for God to lead him to Alisha in God's time.
She will always be my little Cookie. I gave her the name the first time I saw her devouring cookie after cookie. At first I called her Cookie Monster, but later shortened it to Cookie.
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| Metropolis, IL 2010 |
Friday, September 17, 2010
9/11 and my Mawmaw
Yes, I realize a blog about 9/11 is a little past due. Sue me.
9/11 was a little different for me this year. It was my grandmother's birthday, and the first one since her passing last year, two days before Christmas.
My mother mentioned how hard it is going through a year of "firsts." First Christmas without her, followed by the funeral a few days later. First Mother's Day. First birthday.
We know the next big day will be the anniversary of her passing. I will try to be there for my mother, but I don't know what to say. I barely cried at the funeral, even though my aunts and cousins were sobbing near me, or on me. I hope none of them thought I was just being callous.
You see, my Mawmaw's life said, "Saved, saved, saved!" when I dropped out of church at age 17, she lovingly shamed me for refusing to go to church with my Dad.
When her Alzheimer's got worse, I kept praying that in her mind, somewhere, she was dreaming of walking Heaven's shore with my Pawpaw. I kept hoping that behind that empty smile, she was holding hands with her Saviour, and he was saying, "I'll always be here for you, Vernell."
I know that's what she's doing now. I knew that at the funeral, while everybody else was crying. I knew she was looking down begging us not to be sad.
I don't think ill of those who were sad. As strong as we try to be, we are still human. I could have opened the floodgates of tears at any moment. I'm a crier. I'm not ashamed of that. Get me talking about what God did for me, and I tear up just thinking of His Grace. I cry often thinking how I miss my daddy. I cry watching movies so much that my kids will recognize a sad part, and start watching me for tears. And not just at sad things. I cry during the "touching" scenes where everyone is happy, but emotional.
Knowing how easy it is for me to cry, crying at her funeral would only be ordinary. I wanted to show my children that the Bible is true when it says that we don't sorrow as others.
1 Thessalonians 4:13 But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope.
I purposed in my heart that I would be strong. The way I saw it, if I really believed she was with Jesus, then why would I cry? I shed very few tears that day. When my brother preached the ceremony, I got to smile a lot, remembering the strong lady I called Mawmaw.
But I finally succumbed to tears. Not later that day. Not later that week. But just a few months ago. (you can laugh at me, here) We were watching "Driving Miss Daisy" when one of the kids remarked how, at the end in the nursing home scene, she looked like Mawmaw. It didn't hit me right away, but as the scene progressed, and the Alzheimer's was more evident, I started missing my Mawmaw. I broke down, right in front of my wife and children.
Did I ruin what I had established at the funeral? I don't think so. Read the verse again. It doesn't say we are simply to have no sorrow. It says we do not sorrow as those with no hope. You see, there were those at the funeral with no hope. There were many there who will never see Mawmaw again, unless they get saved. They should be sobbing. Their feet are walking in sulfur. They are headed to a Hell beyond their own comprehension. They sorrow because even if they have a head knowledge of God, they don't have that indwelling Spirit to soothe their crying. They don't really know what to believe, and what not to believe.
I wasn't crying for my Mawmaw. I was just missing her. I think that's OK.
So, on 9/11/2010, Mawmaw's first birthday with Jesus, I spent the day driving, listening to news about 9/11, and replays of broadcasts from that day. I was worked up a little at how soon after 9/11 America gave up on the brotherhood we learned on that day. I heard relatives read the name of their loved ones who died on that day. And amongst all the ceremony and remembrances, I just simply spent the day missing my Mawmaw.
9/11/2001 changed our world. 9/11/2010 changed 9/11 for me, forever.
Mawmaw, you meant the world to me. I am the man I am today due to your Godly influence. I know where you are, and I know I will see you again. But I do miss you.
No sermon here. Just a few thoughts about my Mawmaw and her birthday.
9/11 was a little different for me this year. It was my grandmother's birthday, and the first one since her passing last year, two days before Christmas.
My mother mentioned how hard it is going through a year of "firsts." First Christmas without her, followed by the funeral a few days later. First Mother's Day. First birthday.
We know the next big day will be the anniversary of her passing. I will try to be there for my mother, but I don't know what to say. I barely cried at the funeral, even though my aunts and cousins were sobbing near me, or on me. I hope none of them thought I was just being callous.
You see, my Mawmaw's life said, "Saved, saved, saved!" when I dropped out of church at age 17, she lovingly shamed me for refusing to go to church with my Dad.
When her Alzheimer's got worse, I kept praying that in her mind, somewhere, she was dreaming of walking Heaven's shore with my Pawpaw. I kept hoping that behind that empty smile, she was holding hands with her Saviour, and he was saying, "I'll always be here for you, Vernell."
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| Last time I saw Mamaw, 7/11/09 |
I know that's what she's doing now. I knew that at the funeral, while everybody else was crying. I knew she was looking down begging us not to be sad.
I don't think ill of those who were sad. As strong as we try to be, we are still human. I could have opened the floodgates of tears at any moment. I'm a crier. I'm not ashamed of that. Get me talking about what God did for me, and I tear up just thinking of His Grace. I cry often thinking how I miss my daddy. I cry watching movies so much that my kids will recognize a sad part, and start watching me for tears. And not just at sad things. I cry during the "touching" scenes where everyone is happy, but emotional.
Knowing how easy it is for me to cry, crying at her funeral would only be ordinary. I wanted to show my children that the Bible is true when it says that we don't sorrow as others.
1 Thessalonians 4:13 But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope.
I purposed in my heart that I would be strong. The way I saw it, if I really believed she was with Jesus, then why would I cry? I shed very few tears that day. When my brother preached the ceremony, I got to smile a lot, remembering the strong lady I called Mawmaw.
But I finally succumbed to tears. Not later that day. Not later that week. But just a few months ago. (you can laugh at me, here) We were watching "Driving Miss Daisy" when one of the kids remarked how, at the end in the nursing home scene, she looked like Mawmaw. It didn't hit me right away, but as the scene progressed, and the Alzheimer's was more evident, I started missing my Mawmaw. I broke down, right in front of my wife and children.
Did I ruin what I had established at the funeral? I don't think so. Read the verse again. It doesn't say we are simply to have no sorrow. It says we do not sorrow as those with no hope. You see, there were those at the funeral with no hope. There were many there who will never see Mawmaw again, unless they get saved. They should be sobbing. Their feet are walking in sulfur. They are headed to a Hell beyond their own comprehension. They sorrow because even if they have a head knowledge of God, they don't have that indwelling Spirit to soothe their crying. They don't really know what to believe, and what not to believe.
I wasn't crying for my Mawmaw. I was just missing her. I think that's OK.
So, on 9/11/2010, Mawmaw's first birthday with Jesus, I spent the day driving, listening to news about 9/11, and replays of broadcasts from that day. I was worked up a little at how soon after 9/11 America gave up on the brotherhood we learned on that day. I heard relatives read the name of their loved ones who died on that day. And amongst all the ceremony and remembrances, I just simply spent the day missing my Mawmaw.
9/11/2001 changed our world. 9/11/2010 changed 9/11 for me, forever.
Mawmaw, you meant the world to me. I am the man I am today due to your Godly influence. I know where you are, and I know I will see you again. But I do miss you.
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| She was singing Amazing Grace |
No sermon here. Just a few thoughts about my Mawmaw and her birthday.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
It Is Your Life
Deuteronomy 32:46,47
(Moses speaking to the children of Israel)
And he said unto them, Set your hearts unto all the words which I testify among you this day, which ye shall command your children to observe to do, all the words of this law. For it is not a vain thing for you; BECAUSE IT IS YOUR LIFE: and through this thing ye shall prolong your days in the land, whither ye go over Jordan to possess it. (emphasis added)
We often hear that by obeying your parents, you add to your years. The Bible is very clear that this is true.
But here, we see that by commanding our children to walk in God's will, we also prolong our lives. Perhaps this is why He calls them our LIFE.
The first time I remember hearing my Pastor use this passage, the words "it is your life" jumped out at me and left a huge lump in my throat.
The very reason for my existence, at this moment, is to see that my children are cared for. My wife is my partner in this. We want what is best for our children. Not what is most desired by them, but what God knows is BEST for them.
Tiger Woods came on the scene not too many years ago. We all watched the pride in his father's eyes as he climbed the ranks doing what earlier society would not allow his father to do.
I can only imagine what his first green jacket meant to his father.
I used to be jealous of Tiger, because his Dad got to see him succeed. I wished mine could see some of my comparitively minor accomplishments. I wish he could see his grandkids, and my beautiful wife.
We watched Tiger cry when his father died and slipped off into eternity. I empathized with Tiger that day. Though I am not a golf fan, I became a Tiger fan. I feel he loved his Daddy just as much as I loved mine.
I was pleased to hear stories about his marriage to a beautiful woman, and later, the birth of his kids. I imagined him one day teaching his own son the game that brought his father so much joy.
Then came the wreck. Rumors started immediately. Women from all over the circuit came forward as his girlfriends. The media was abuzz. We watched him go to ridiculous clinics to be treated for equally ridiculous ailments.
Now they are divorced.
Now a mother is without her life partner.
Now children are without their father.
Now a father is without... His life.
If only we had a rewind button.
Again, I can empathize with Tiger. But with a twist, this time. You see part of my life is now separated from me because someone else became a greater influence in his life than I was.
I can reason some things away. I know we all have free will. But when I know my son spent a period sleeping in his truck; when I see him continually make choices that keep hurting him; when I lay in bed and wonder where he is, no amount of reasoning soothes my heart.
He is my life.
I do not even know all the mistakes I might have made. I don't know what to do different with my three remaining children. But I know that part of my life is missing.
God has shown me unbelievable grace in the past year since Ryan left home. He has brought me closer to my wife. He has taught me to cherish every moment with her. He has shown me how she enjoys just being with me, whether it be over coffee, or on a date.
God has taught me to cherish my children. He has shown me what is really important in their lives, and what is not needed. He has shown me how much they love seeing me act silly, just to see them smile and hear them laugh. Everyday I discover something new that I love about them. He has even given me opportunity to not be fearless, but show my youngest son how to face those fears and never back down.
I cannot say that I will not fail my children, again. But I am a changed man.
I pray as oft as I can for my son, Ryan. I pray for his safety. I pray for his health. I pray that he knows I still love him.
But most of all, I pray that God helps me to walk as I should, so that one day MY LIFE will come back to God.
(Moses speaking to the children of Israel)
And he said unto them, Set your hearts unto all the words which I testify among you this day, which ye shall command your children to observe to do, all the words of this law. For it is not a vain thing for you; BECAUSE IT IS YOUR LIFE: and through this thing ye shall prolong your days in the land, whither ye go over Jordan to possess it. (emphasis added)
We often hear that by obeying your parents, you add to your years. The Bible is very clear that this is true.
But here, we see that by commanding our children to walk in God's will, we also prolong our lives. Perhaps this is why He calls them our LIFE.
The first time I remember hearing my Pastor use this passage, the words "it is your life" jumped out at me and left a huge lump in my throat.
The very reason for my existence, at this moment, is to see that my children are cared for. My wife is my partner in this. We want what is best for our children. Not what is most desired by them, but what God knows is BEST for them.
Tiger Woods came on the scene not too many years ago. We all watched the pride in his father's eyes as he climbed the ranks doing what earlier society would not allow his father to do.
I can only imagine what his first green jacket meant to his father.
I used to be jealous of Tiger, because his Dad got to see him succeed. I wished mine could see some of my comparitively minor accomplishments. I wish he could see his grandkids, and my beautiful wife.
We watched Tiger cry when his father died and slipped off into eternity. I empathized with Tiger that day. Though I am not a golf fan, I became a Tiger fan. I feel he loved his Daddy just as much as I loved mine.
I was pleased to hear stories about his marriage to a beautiful woman, and later, the birth of his kids. I imagined him one day teaching his own son the game that brought his father so much joy.
Then came the wreck. Rumors started immediately. Women from all over the circuit came forward as his girlfriends. The media was abuzz. We watched him go to ridiculous clinics to be treated for equally ridiculous ailments.
Now they are divorced.
Now a mother is without her life partner.
Now children are without their father.
Now a father is without... His life.
If only we had a rewind button.
Again, I can empathize with Tiger. But with a twist, this time. You see part of my life is now separated from me because someone else became a greater influence in his life than I was.
I can reason some things away. I know we all have free will. But when I know my son spent a period sleeping in his truck; when I see him continually make choices that keep hurting him; when I lay in bed and wonder where he is, no amount of reasoning soothes my heart.
He is my life.
I do not even know all the mistakes I might have made. I don't know what to do different with my three remaining children. But I know that part of my life is missing.
God has shown me unbelievable grace in the past year since Ryan left home. He has brought me closer to my wife. He has taught me to cherish every moment with her. He has shown me how she enjoys just being with me, whether it be over coffee, or on a date.
God has taught me to cherish my children. He has shown me what is really important in their lives, and what is not needed. He has shown me how much they love seeing me act silly, just to see them smile and hear them laugh. Everyday I discover something new that I love about them. He has even given me opportunity to not be fearless, but show my youngest son how to face those fears and never back down.
I cannot say that I will not fail my children, again. But I am a changed man.
I pray as oft as I can for my son, Ryan. I pray for his safety. I pray for his health. I pray that he knows I still love him.
But most of all, I pray that God helps me to walk as I should, so that one day MY LIFE will come back to God.
Monday, April 5, 2010
He is a Soldier
We awaken to music and push the snooze for nine more minutes of rest,
…He awakens to sounds of heavy trucks moving nearby
He is a Soldier
We roll out of bed and head for the shower,
…He hasn’t showered in days
He is a Soldier
We spend ten minutes picking out the right tie,
…He only wishes he had some clean socks
He is a Soldier
We walk into the kitchen where we first see our wife today,
…He sees his loved ones only in his memory
He is a Soldier
We enjoy the toast and eggs as we sip our first cup of java,
…He stands in line for powdered eggs and wishes his coffee tasted like coffee
He is a Soldier
We complain about traffic on our daily commute,
...He will walk every where he goes today
He is a Soldier
We spend all day wondering if our co-worker will get the promotion we deserve,
…He wonders which of his buddies will die today
He is a Soldier
We rush down to the café griping about how short an hour lunch can seem,
…He waits in line again just to get a bowl of indistinguishable soup
He is a Soldier
We spend all afternoon plotting the best way to avoid traffic on our way home,
…He wonders what locale he will call home for the night
He is a Soldier
We look down our nose at the vagrant digging through trash wearing an old Army jacket,
…He is only looking for something to eat or wrap up in for the cold night ahead
He is THAT Soldier
I heard a while back that tens of thousands of veterans are homeless. Not that I hadn’t heard this before, but with Veteran’s Day coming (at the time) it hit home. My heart sank as I pondered a nation with such blessings allowing their heroes to sleep under bridges. These men served just as valiant as any other soldier, sailor, or marine. They left home and family to stand in the gap for our families. Some fought wars, some just stood in service. All deserve our respect.
I settled this a while back. I refuse to be modest about my military service because I feel it devalues what others like me have done. I left the Army Reserve for Regular Army in 1991. I signed my enlistment with the reports of the latest bombing runs in Iraq playing in the background. The LT thought that would make the enlistment more significant. Moments later I raised my hand and swore an oath to our nation. My graduating class at MP school was the first in almost a year not to go directly to Saudi Arabia.
When I left the service in 1994, family helped me get back on my feet. I lived with an aunt, then my brother till I was able to save enough money for an apartment. I worked three jobs at times and after realizing I wasn’t getting back into Law Enforcement, went to truckdriving school in 1996. Without the help of my family, I could have also ended up homeless.
It pains me to know that some of my Brothers in Arms are curling up with a bottle of cheap liquor under the Parkway as I type this very message. The reasons they are there vary. Some might even deserve to be there.
I’ve heard all the stories about those who have unsuccessfully tried to help Huntsville’s homeless.
It is easy to turn our backs on them and judge them as wanting to be there, but does compassion judge?
1 Corinthians 13:4 Charity suffereth long, and is kind…
I’m not announcing a new program, or surrendering to new work dealing with the homeless Vets. I’m just being the town crier. It’s 11pm and all is not well in our country.
What can we do? If you know of a way to help them, do so. Write your congressmen. We find it easy to write them when they want to raise our taxes. This is much more important than money.
They stood for us. Now, it’s our turn.
Pray that our nation begins showing more honor to its veterans.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Something for Nothing *NEW*
Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.
Romans 5:18 Therefore as by the offence of one judgment came upon all men to condemnation; even so by the righteousness of one the free gift came upon all men unto justification of life.
A free gift?
Everyone wants something for nothing. I am amazed at how many sensible, intelligent people fall for offers of getting something for free on the internet. Whether it be the Nigerian scam, offers for free gift cards for joining a group online, or offers of free virtual coins or whatever on facebook, people hazard their finances and computer equipment just to try and get something for free.
I wonder how many folks have had to wipeout their harddrives because of a virus they got while looking for a free lunch.
Regardless of how many times I warn friends about the danger of visiting certain sites, copying codes into their browsers, and the like, I still see them do it over and over. Then I notice they have the exact virus I tried to warn them about.
They put their faith in the most ridiculous scams, regardless of the cost.
Doesn't anyone know the old adage: If it looks too good to be true, it's probably not?
Then there's the exception to that rule: The God of the universe robed himself in human flesh, came to earth to walk as we walk, and GAVE himself as a sacrifice that we might not see death.
There is no catch.
Could it be that God made it too simple? I don't think so.
Friend, God has a plan for every person on earth.
2 Peter 3:9 The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.
Jesus died on the cross for all of us. If we only place our faith in his free gift, we have life eternal.
Yes, you CAN get something for nothing.
Ephesians 2:8 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:
9 Not of works, lest any man should boast.
10 For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.
Romans 5:18 Therefore as by the offence of one judgment came upon all men to condemnation; even so by the righteousness of one the free gift came upon all men unto justification of life.
A free gift?
Everyone wants something for nothing. I am amazed at how many sensible, intelligent people fall for offers of getting something for free on the internet. Whether it be the Nigerian scam, offers for free gift cards for joining a group online, or offers of free virtual coins or whatever on facebook, people hazard their finances and computer equipment just to try and get something for free.
I wonder how many folks have had to wipeout their harddrives because of a virus they got while looking for a free lunch.
Regardless of how many times I warn friends about the danger of visiting certain sites, copying codes into their browsers, and the like, I still see them do it over and over. Then I notice they have the exact virus I tried to warn them about.
They put their faith in the most ridiculous scams, regardless of the cost.
Doesn't anyone know the old adage: If it looks too good to be true, it's probably not?
Then there's the exception to that rule: The God of the universe robed himself in human flesh, came to earth to walk as we walk, and GAVE himself as a sacrifice that we might not see death.
There is no catch.
- We don't have to give over our bank account info
- No one asks us for our private passwords
- We don't have to harrass our friends with endless emails asking for help in a scam
- We do absolutely nothing
Could it be that God made it too simple? I don't think so.
Friend, God has a plan for every person on earth.
2 Peter 3:9 The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.
Jesus died on the cross for all of us. If we only place our faith in his free gift, we have life eternal.
Yes, you CAN get something for nothing.
Ephesians 2:8 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:
9 Not of works, lest any man should boast.
10 For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.
The Finisher of Our Faith
Hebrews 12:2 Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith...
Do yourselves a favor, today. Read Hebrews 11:1-12:3
Don't just read it, though. Read it ALOUD! Make a Shakespearean production out of it. It's all pretty much in "modern" English. Not a thee or thou can be found. The only ye is in the last verse.
When you get to verse 32 start the hand gestures as a good Shakespearean actor/actress would. If that's a little weird, just imagine you are.
I have just read it, it would seem, for the first time. I love it when God just out of the blue takes a passage you have never gotten excited about and makes it electrifying. I know, I know. You are asking why I would not have already found this passage on faith exciting. Well, I cannot answer that. I've always been excited about my faith. My biggest question for the "lose your salvation," Armenian sort is how on earth can you not believe God will complete what he started.
But because faith is just that, "faith," I don't really need such an uplifting passage to soothe my soul. But that has all changed tonight. Look what all God did to fulfill his promises before our age. I don't need physical kingdoms subdued or live lion's mouths stopped. I hope I am never stoned or sawed asunder.
But in the spiritual sense he has done all those same things for us. A few he has done physically for us. His only begotten Son did give his life for us. He had no ram in the thicket because he WAS that ram.
If that don't set you afire, your wood's wet.
But none of this is why I wrote this email.
I record Extreme Makeover Home Edition on the computer to watch later on my laptop. It comes on during the Sunday Evening service. I have oft told friends my favorite part of the show. It is not seeing all the cool carpentry and flat panel tv's. It's not the awesome demolitions that occur on most shows. Although, the house they blew up with nitro was pretty amazing.
My favorite part is seeing the reactions when they move the bus and show the family their new home.
At the beginning of the show Ty promises to build the home. All through the week they get updates of the progress. But it is at that exact moment that their "faith" is made "sight."
Hebrews 12:2 Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith...
It's great to have faith, but one day we won't need faith anymore. The families on that show know of the show's reputation. They have great expectations. But the looks on their faces reveal how better sight is than faith.
Don't call me a heretic. Here on earth we walk by faith, not by sight. But some glorious morning when God calls us home, when Christ proves that he is the "finisher" of our faith, when we see him for what he is, it is SIGHT that will cause us to sing that song of the redeemed.
1 John 3:2 Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is.
Just as my elder friend, Bro Carlton won't need his cane, my crippled friend, Bro Jim won't need his chair, I won't need my faith.
1 Corinthians 13:8 Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.
9 For we know in part, and we prophesy in part.
10 But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away.
11 When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.
12 For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.
Is your wood dry, yet? Are you about to call Bro Boruff and ask him how to have a Baptacostal runnin' fit?
If I ever wanted my little muses to mean something to somebody, it is now. This Bible study has done so much for me tonight. Writing this muse was a good vent, and caused further study.
I look forward to the moment we, as heavenly saints, finally see that which is promised. It will be worth it all. Pardon me while I sing one of my favorite songs: (written by a Baptist Preacher, too)
I'm looking now across that river
to where my faith is gonna end in sight.
There's just a few more days to labor,
Then I will take, my heavenly flight
Beulah Land I'm longing for you,
and someday on thee I'll stand.
There my home shall be eternal.
Beulah Land, Sweet Beulah land
Bro Ralph Fiscus
"What have you done today that only a Christian would do?" -anon
Do yourselves a favor, today. Read Hebrews 11:1-12:3
Don't just read it, though. Read it ALOUD! Make a Shakespearean production out of it. It's all pretty much in "modern" English. Not a thee or thou can be found. The only ye is in the last verse.
When you get to verse 32 start the hand gestures as a good Shakespearean actor/actress would. If that's a little weird, just imagine you are.
I have just read it, it would seem, for the first time. I love it when God just out of the blue takes a passage you have never gotten excited about and makes it electrifying. I know, I know. You are asking why I would not have already found this passage on faith exciting. Well, I cannot answer that. I've always been excited about my faith. My biggest question for the "lose your salvation," Armenian sort is how on earth can you not believe God will complete what he started.
But because faith is just that, "faith," I don't really need such an uplifting passage to soothe my soul. But that has all changed tonight. Look what all God did to fulfill his promises before our age. I don't need physical kingdoms subdued or live lion's mouths stopped. I hope I am never stoned or sawed asunder.
But in the spiritual sense he has done all those same things for us. A few he has done physically for us. His only begotten Son did give his life for us. He had no ram in the thicket because he WAS that ram.
If that don't set you afire, your wood's wet.
But none of this is why I wrote this email.
I record Extreme Makeover Home Edition on the computer to watch later on my laptop. It comes on during the Sunday Evening service. I have oft told friends my favorite part of the show. It is not seeing all the cool carpentry and flat panel tv's. It's not the awesome demolitions that occur on most shows. Although, the house they blew up with nitro was pretty amazing.
My favorite part is seeing the reactions when they move the bus and show the family their new home.
At the beginning of the show Ty promises to build the home. All through the week they get updates of the progress. But it is at that exact moment that their "faith" is made "sight."
Hebrews 12:2 Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith...
It's great to have faith, but one day we won't need faith anymore. The families on that show know of the show's reputation. They have great expectations. But the looks on their faces reveal how better sight is than faith.
Don't call me a heretic. Here on earth we walk by faith, not by sight. But some glorious morning when God calls us home, when Christ proves that he is the "finisher" of our faith, when we see him for what he is, it is SIGHT that will cause us to sing that song of the redeemed.
1 John 3:2 Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is.
Just as my elder friend, Bro Carlton won't need his cane, my crippled friend, Bro Jim won't need his chair, I won't need my faith.
1 Corinthians 13:8 Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.
9 For we know in part, and we prophesy in part.
10 But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away.
11 When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.
12 For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.
Is your wood dry, yet? Are you about to call Bro Boruff and ask him how to have a Baptacostal runnin' fit?
If I ever wanted my little muses to mean something to somebody, it is now. This Bible study has done so much for me tonight. Writing this muse was a good vent, and caused further study.
I look forward to the moment we, as heavenly saints, finally see that which is promised. It will be worth it all. Pardon me while I sing one of my favorite songs: (written by a Baptist Preacher, too)
I'm looking now across that river
to where my faith is gonna end in sight.
There's just a few more days to labor,
Then I will take, my heavenly flight
Beulah Land I'm longing for you,
and someday on thee I'll stand.
There my home shall be eternal.
Beulah Land, Sweet Beulah land
Bro Ralph Fiscus
"What have you done today that only a Christian would do?" -anon
Cal Ripken
Ephesians 4:1 I therefore, the prisoner of the Lord, beseech you that ye walk worthy of the vocation wherewith ye are called,
I’m not much of a sport’s fan, but I do have my favorite athletes. One of my favorite baseball players is Cal Ripken, Jr. He’s retired, but his record still stands.
You see, on Sep 6th, 1995 he went down in history for a feat that will probably never happen again. He beat Lou Gehrig's record and put his name forever in the history books. It wasn’t a record for the most hits, homers, RBI’s, or even stolen bases. He forged his name in the annals of baseball as the Iron Man. He showcased no superhuman attributes. He simply showed up ready for work and started in 2,131 games consecutively.
He characterizes it as 2,131 times that the manager deemed him fit to play. He was “chosen” each game day.
This is an affirmation that hits home and actually hurts when I think about it. Am I showing up for work on God’s field? Does Christ have reason to choose me each day to do even the smallest task for him?
Life takes many turns and often God’s will seems almost hidden from our view. I pray that I still seek, and oft find that will. For only there will I be “chosen” to hit the field.
I’m not much of a sport’s fan, but I do have my favorite athletes. One of my favorite baseball players is Cal Ripken, Jr. He’s retired, but his record still stands.
You see, on Sep 6th, 1995 he went down in history for a feat that will probably never happen again. He beat Lou Gehrig's record and put his name forever in the history books. It wasn’t a record for the most hits, homers, RBI’s, or even stolen bases. He forged his name in the annals of baseball as the Iron Man. He showcased no superhuman attributes. He simply showed up ready for work and started in 2,131 games consecutively.
He characterizes it as 2,131 times that the manager deemed him fit to play. He was “chosen” each game day.
This is an affirmation that hits home and actually hurts when I think about it. Am I showing up for work on God’s field? Does Christ have reason to choose me each day to do even the smallest task for him?
Life takes many turns and often God’s will seems almost hidden from our view. I pray that I still seek, and oft find that will. For only there will I be “chosen” to hit the field.
Strong Drink
Proverbs 23:29 Who hath woe? who hath sorrow? who hath contentions? who hath babbling? who hath wounds without cause? who hath redness of eyes?
30 They that tarry long at the wine; they that go to seek mixed wine.
31 Look not thou upon the wine when it is red, when it giveth his colour in the cup, when it moveth itself aright.
32 At the last it biteth like a serpent, and stingeth like an adder.
A young boy, about nine years old was sitting on his Grandpa’s back porch anxiously awaiting his Grandpa’s return so they could go fishing. His Grandpa had gone next door to visit his neighbor. After several hours, the boy’s Grandma came out and inquired as to where the Grandpa was. Upon returning from the neighbor’s the Grandma scooped up the young boy and took him home to his parents. His Grandpa had just ended a long dry spell by getting drunk with moonshine that his neighbor had bought.
He never wanted to hurt his grandson. After all, that boy was his favorite of about five grandsons. But, you see, “Wine is a mocker, strong drink is raging:” (Proverbs 20:1). He let his thirst for booze overcome the strongest of all emotions, love.
It still hurts when I recount this story, because if you haven’t already figured it out, I was that young boy. I spent every Saturday fishing, cutting grass, or both with my Grandpa. He stood about 6’3” and was the strongest man I knew. He was never in a war, but was my hero just the same. He rarely spoke of his days in jail around me because he only wanted me to see his good deeds.
But on that day he taught me a lesson that I never forgot. I felt the bite and sting of booze long before taking my first sip. This one incident played the most significant part in keeping me from alcohol for many years. I wanted no part in such sorrow.
I wish I could say I never submitted to the temptation of booze, but I eventually did. Alone in Germany, I felt it was safe because there was no one around to hurt. I didn’t rationalize it like that consciously, but seeing how I shied away from booze after getting married I can only guess that is how I felt deep down. Either way, God has taken that thirst from me, so I never have to sit in sorrow knowing the pain I inflicted on my own grandson some day.
Alcoholism is not a disease; it’s just sinful drunkenness. But do not discount this powerful tool of Satan. Look at your own children, or others you love. Can you ever see yourself going into such a rage as to harm one of them? I hope not.
My Grandpa never wanted to hurt me, but he did. Sober he could barely stand to spank me. But under the spell of the serpent’s toxin, his actions hurt me more than any spanking I ever got. How do I know this as truth? I remember getting many spankings as a child, but I cannot remember a single one by itself. But the bite and sting of booze I got that Saturday morning is just as fresh as ever. The scene is so clear in my mind, I could draw you a picture.
My Grandpa later had a testimony of accepting Christ. I am certain this same incident showed him the depth of his depravity. He withered away to just a shadow of his former self as chemotherapy failed to stop the cancer which had began in his alcohol-weakened liver. I can only imagine the tears he must have shed if God allowed him to see me drinking. But what joy there must have been when both he and my father saw my head and heart bowed toward God on the day I got saved. Praise God that we become new creatures once we put our faith in him.
I’m not really sure what affirmations can be drawn from this. But I thank you for taking the time to read a very personal story.
Ralph Fiscus
30 They that tarry long at the wine; they that go to seek mixed wine.
31 Look not thou upon the wine when it is red, when it giveth his colour in the cup, when it moveth itself aright.
32 At the last it biteth like a serpent, and stingeth like an adder.
A young boy, about nine years old was sitting on his Grandpa’s back porch anxiously awaiting his Grandpa’s return so they could go fishing. His Grandpa had gone next door to visit his neighbor. After several hours, the boy’s Grandma came out and inquired as to where the Grandpa was. Upon returning from the neighbor’s the Grandma scooped up the young boy and took him home to his parents. His Grandpa had just ended a long dry spell by getting drunk with moonshine that his neighbor had bought.
He never wanted to hurt his grandson. After all, that boy was his favorite of about five grandsons. But, you see, “Wine is a mocker, strong drink is raging:” (Proverbs 20:1). He let his thirst for booze overcome the strongest of all emotions, love.
It still hurts when I recount this story, because if you haven’t already figured it out, I was that young boy. I spent every Saturday fishing, cutting grass, or both with my Grandpa. He stood about 6’3” and was the strongest man I knew. He was never in a war, but was my hero just the same. He rarely spoke of his days in jail around me because he only wanted me to see his good deeds.
But on that day he taught me a lesson that I never forgot. I felt the bite and sting of booze long before taking my first sip. This one incident played the most significant part in keeping me from alcohol for many years. I wanted no part in such sorrow.
I wish I could say I never submitted to the temptation of booze, but I eventually did. Alone in Germany, I felt it was safe because there was no one around to hurt. I didn’t rationalize it like that consciously, but seeing how I shied away from booze after getting married I can only guess that is how I felt deep down. Either way, God has taken that thirst from me, so I never have to sit in sorrow knowing the pain I inflicted on my own grandson some day.
Alcoholism is not a disease; it’s just sinful drunkenness. But do not discount this powerful tool of Satan. Look at your own children, or others you love. Can you ever see yourself going into such a rage as to harm one of them? I hope not.
My Grandpa never wanted to hurt me, but he did. Sober he could barely stand to spank me. But under the spell of the serpent’s toxin, his actions hurt me more than any spanking I ever got. How do I know this as truth? I remember getting many spankings as a child, but I cannot remember a single one by itself. But the bite and sting of booze I got that Saturday morning is just as fresh as ever. The scene is so clear in my mind, I could draw you a picture.
My Grandpa later had a testimony of accepting Christ. I am certain this same incident showed him the depth of his depravity. He withered away to just a shadow of his former self as chemotherapy failed to stop the cancer which had began in his alcohol-weakened liver. I can only imagine the tears he must have shed if God allowed him to see me drinking. But what joy there must have been when both he and my father saw my head and heart bowed toward God on the day I got saved. Praise God that we become new creatures once we put our faith in him.
I’m not really sure what affirmations can be drawn from this. But I thank you for taking the time to read a very personal story.
Ralph Fiscus
Isaiah 38
I have to say that I do not believe that I have ever actually read this chapter. I’ve flown through the words of this chapter many times. I have a bad habit of recognizing a Bible “story” and immediately I start speed-reading, but not this time. I came across verse seventeen while researching another matter. Read it again and see if something grabs your attention this time. This verse caused me to look at the whole chapter.
We’ve all known the story. Isaiah goes to a sick King Hezekiah and informs him that God says he will die. This was no mere doctor’s opinion. This was prophecy!
Can you even begin to imagine? The man whom you know to be closer to God than any other man on Earth tells you that God said to set your house in order. Before I could begin to imagine what I would do, I realized that I have already gotten this message. Not from one Man of God, but from many.
Romans 6:23a For the wages of sin is death
Not even from just men, but from God’s own Son.
Luke 13:3 I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish.
Both verses speak of a death without God. It was the knowledge of this death that caused me to seek God. Was Hezekiah’s response any different? Do you see him making any effort to prepare his loved ones for his departing? Is he checking his life insurance policy? No, he does the same thing I did back on February 26th of 1997. Upon realization of his condition, he sought not to be consoled, but went straight to the Great Physician for his healing.
At first we are not given much of the text of his prayer, but in his psalm he recounts his prayer to us. Look at his confidence:
Isaiah 38:16 O Lord, by these things men live, and in all these things is the life of my spirit: so wilt thou recover me, and make me to live.
This is not a “hope so” declaration! He already knows the answer. When is the last time you heard anyone speak about Hezekiah’s faith?
Then comes my favorite verse of the chapter:
Isaiah 38:17 Behold, for peace I had great bitterness: but thou hast in love to my soul delivered it from the pit of corruption: for thou hast cast all my sins behind thy back.
When I saw the last part of that verse, I pondered it. Then God brought another, more familiar verse to my mind:
James 1:17 Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.
Again, notice the last part of this verse and apply it to the last phrase of Isaiah 38:17.
In our bitterness, God’s love for us has caused Him to deliver our soul from the pit of corruption, and to put that which placed us in that pit behind him to never be seen by holy eyes again.
God has cast our sins behind his back, and then tells us in scripture that he will not turn back to look upon it.
This is illustrated all thoughout scripture, but it’s amazing how God can bring to light that same “old story” in new ways if we just allow Him to by reading His Word.
We should strive to keep the old “us” in the same place God put our sins. If our face is set toward God, the demons of our past will be forever behind us. This is my prayer for myself and I hope it is yours as well.
Ralph Fiscus
We’ve all known the story. Isaiah goes to a sick King Hezekiah and informs him that God says he will die. This was no mere doctor’s opinion. This was prophecy!
Can you even begin to imagine? The man whom you know to be closer to God than any other man on Earth tells you that God said to set your house in order. Before I could begin to imagine what I would do, I realized that I have already gotten this message. Not from one Man of God, but from many.
Romans 6:23a For the wages of sin is death
Not even from just men, but from God’s own Son.
Luke 13:3 I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish.
Both verses speak of a death without God. It was the knowledge of this death that caused me to seek God. Was Hezekiah’s response any different? Do you see him making any effort to prepare his loved ones for his departing? Is he checking his life insurance policy? No, he does the same thing I did back on February 26th of 1997. Upon realization of his condition, he sought not to be consoled, but went straight to the Great Physician for his healing.
At first we are not given much of the text of his prayer, but in his psalm he recounts his prayer to us. Look at his confidence:
Isaiah 38:16 O Lord, by these things men live, and in all these things is the life of my spirit: so wilt thou recover me, and make me to live.
This is not a “hope so” declaration! He already knows the answer. When is the last time you heard anyone speak about Hezekiah’s faith?
Then comes my favorite verse of the chapter:
Isaiah 38:17 Behold, for peace I had great bitterness: but thou hast in love to my soul delivered it from the pit of corruption: for thou hast cast all my sins behind thy back.
When I saw the last part of that verse, I pondered it. Then God brought another, more familiar verse to my mind:
James 1:17 Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.
Again, notice the last part of this verse and apply it to the last phrase of Isaiah 38:17.
In our bitterness, God’s love for us has caused Him to deliver our soul from the pit of corruption, and to put that which placed us in that pit behind him to never be seen by holy eyes again.
God has cast our sins behind his back, and then tells us in scripture that he will not turn back to look upon it.
This is illustrated all thoughout scripture, but it’s amazing how God can bring to light that same “old story” in new ways if we just allow Him to by reading His Word.
We should strive to keep the old “us” in the same place God put our sins. If our face is set toward God, the demons of our past will be forever behind us. This is my prayer for myself and I hope it is yours as well.
Ralph Fiscus
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